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[Aug. 14th, 2005|07:19 pm] |
The new life in Orlando begins in 3 days... and with that comes a new journal.
SOOOO
Add xsilent_secrets |
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[Aug. 12th, 2005|05:02 pm] |
5 days till i leave this hell hole with these fucking god aweful people. You call someone a friend and how do they treat you? Like shit.
I love how i havn't even gotton a sorry or anything.
Fuck you too. |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|02:14 am] |
Ignore this, i'm just bitching.
In all honesty, i've pretty much given up on myself.
With every aspect of my life, i just constantly aggrivate myself more and more. And all of the little ridiculous things are so easy to fix, however, I can't seem to do it. SLOTH is my best friend.
I could easily loose a quick 20 pounds if i could just convince myself that being outside is not a sin.
My credit card payments wouldn't have to be late if going into the other room to get an envelope didn't seem like a 20 mile journey.
I wouldn't be tired if i didn't spend all night sitting in bed wishing i was someone else.
Life would have been so much less stressful if i had just found another job 6 months ago.
I would actually have money if i didn't spend 10 dollars on a salad for lunch at work and just have gotton up 5 minutes earlier to make one.
I wouldn't be finishing my debate that's due in 16 hours right now if i didn't insist on getting to that next level in Kingdom Hearts.
Perhaps there's a reason for all of this aggrivation, and if so, i'd love to know why. For once i'm just really happy to get away and hopefully start over. And that's all well and good except for the fact that it's just going to be the exact same thing as it is now.
Fuck. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|08:51 pm] |
I'm in St Augustine right now, sitting in a hotel waiting for David to get off the phone so we can go out to dinner. It's so pretty here, all beachy and 102 degrees.
And aside from the bus ride with no air conditioning, this weekend has been amazing, possibly the best I have ever experienced.
I <3 David
FOOOOOOOOOD! |
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[Jul. 19th, 2005|03:50 am] |
Somehow i managed to get food poisoning or something along those lines yesterday. I feel like shit and all I want to do is sleep, but i can't fall asleep cause my insides feel like they are decaying and any second I am going to keel over and die.
Ow.
So if you're trying to get ahold of me for the next few days, most likely i am in bed dying.
BYE |
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[Jul. 8th, 2005|12:15 pm] |
ATTENTION ALL
I am driving up to Gainsville on July 22nd and will be returning home on July 24th or 25th and unfortunatly my plans got messed up due to bombings in London, assholes. I am asking if anyone would like to join me for the drive and perhaps visit a long lost friend or relative of theres while I visit a long lost boyfriend of mine.
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Thank you for your time. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|01:31 pm] |
ok i've been tagged like 5 times already so
Emery - Hero
Coheed - In keeping Secrets of silent earth
Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions
Mae - We're so far away
Feeder - Just a Day
ANd i can't tag anyone cause everyone has already done this so there goodbye |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|10:11 am] |
| Your IQ Is 105 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Exceptional |
w00t. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2005|10:37 am] |
Life. Heh.
David came home for a few days this past weekend. :) Somehow it just keeps getting harder each time he leaves.
This 4th of July sucked so I picked up Ashley and we drove around So Fla for a while and got ice cream at mc donalds. We wanted to go look at all the mansions but A1A was closed.
I think I've gotton to that point where I'm just kinda done. The whole PARTY MY LIFE AWAY life doesn't appeal to me anymore.. and "college", heh, what a joke. These next few years are going to suck. I wish I could just skip them and be "grown up". |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|09:56 am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!!
I can't wait for our adventure in 4 1/2 hours!!! |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. Put this in your journal, or don't. Doesn't really matter. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|05:09 am] |
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...Ouch |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|06:07 pm] |
PLEASE DONATE
To the JEN IS POOR FUND.
Anticipating that she would actually be getting hours at work like usual, in a moment of extreme depression Jen decided to splurge on a shopping spree which she had saved up for. Unfortunatly, she never expected what was yet to come.
~Credit Card company never sent her a statement for last month's bill, and is now charging over 60 as the minimum payment for this month b/c of their mistake.
~Vet charges 87.50 for her cat's ear infection and her mother decides that Jen needs to pay for it all
~Car payments are back in full at 400 a month
~300 for a class that Jen needs to take so she can get bright futures back
~90 for the book
~Everything that she will need for school, let's say another 300
~Gas prices are slowly rising again, so there's another 25 bucks a week-ish
~And because she still needs to live, let's say about 30 bucks a week for food.
So, by the end of the month, if the calculations are correct, somehow she needs to figure out a way to find 992.50, not including the UCF money.
This would all be possible, if her manager hadn't decided to hate her recently, and cut back her hours as a punishment for not wanting for work two 14 hour shifts in a row with a 28 minute notice.
Thank you for your time |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|06:44 pm] |
I hate the way I look
I hate my job
I hate the economy
I hate taxes
I hate college
I hate making decisions
I hate fighting
I hate death
I hate pain
I hate doing laundry
I hate change
I hate leaving
I hate moving on |
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[May. 31st, 2005|01:25 am] |
New journal kids. The other one i was gonna use had a seizure so we're going with.......
xsilent_secrets
KTHNXBYE! |
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[May. 24th, 2005|01:50 am] |
Dear Family,
Fuck you
Dear Job,
Fuck you
Dear UCF,
Fuck you
Dear FAU,
Fuck you
... Dear crying after 4 months of being strong
FUCK YOU |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|12:48 am] |
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So my cat's pretty intelligent and has the most amazing conversations with my friends when I'm not home. |
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[May. 18th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
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so i have like 6 hours left to figure out what i want to do with the rest of my life |
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[May. 11th, 2005|01:22 pm] |
Well, i'm pretty much the greatest girlfriend in the history of anything.
And Pam and I really are the greatest Rock Opera writers ever.
*Let us know if you're interested in a part. We need a chorus,a few solo dancers/actors/singers, and a crew*
Now I'm off to Hollywood with Christian and Jessica, BYE! |
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